HOMILY – FRIDAY of EASTER WEEK
Grace Like a Spider’s Thread:
(Acts 4:1-12; Ps 118; Jn 21:1-14)
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Pope Francis states that to be a missionary disciple is to first have a personal encounter with Jesus, and then to share that encounter with others.
The Gospel today recounts the third appearance of the Risen Lord to his disciples – truly a personal encounter. In writing this account, John shows himself to be a theologian of memory and symbolism. The miraculous catch of fish recalls an earlier miraculous catch when Peter first met the Lord. Peter with six other disciples in a boat symbolize the Church, and the number of seven—evocative of completion or fulfillment—is meant to make us consider the eschatological Church, the community of Jesus approaching the end of its journey.
The extraordinary catch symbolizes the work of the Church until the end of the age: to gather in people and to bring them to Christ. St. Augustine argued there were 153 species of fish in the sea, and therefore, this extraordinary number is meant to signal the universality of the Church’s salvific mission.
The charcoal fire recalls the three times Peter denied the Lord beside a charcoal fire. The bread Jesus took and broke recalls the Last Supper, and perhaps the miracle of the loaves. All these details underline the personal encounter the apostles had of the historical Jesus and now the risen Christ. They are an invitation for us to recall our own personal experiences of the Risen Lord in our lives.
In the first reading from Acts, we see Peter as a missionary disciple, sharing his personal experience of Jesus as risen Lord and Messiah with his Jewish people. Filled with the Spirit, he proclaims the first kerygma, that is, a first proclamation of the Good News of Jesus. In Jesus, there is resurrection from the dead, he proclaims. This healing happened through the name of Jesus of Nazareth whom they had crucified and whom God raised from the dead. He also proclaims that Jesus is the stone that was rejected and has become the cornerstone. Finally, he adds that the name of Jesus is the only source of salvation for humanity. Truly, Peter is a model for us of a missionary disciple, proclaiming the Good News for all to hear.
We are invited by these readings to reflect on our own personal experiences of Jesus as Risen Lord in our lives, and to have the courage to share those experiences with others. As a young seminarian on retreat, I was encouraged by the retreat director to pray for all the gifts of the Holy Spirit. I sat under an evergreen tree the next day with great enthusiasm and expectation. It turned out to be the most boring, driest hour of prayer of the whole retreat, leaving me disappointed and disillusioned.
Suddenly, however, I noticed a spider’s thread hanging right before my eyes and nose. It would appear and disappear depending on the slight breeze and the sunlight. Wondering where that spider’s thread had come from, I suddenly heard the words, as if spoken from inside my head, “My grace is as fine as a spider’s thread. It is always there, although most often you do not see it.” I looked around to see if someone else had spoken those words, but I was alone. With awe, I realized that this inner voice was the answer to my prayer, in an unexpected way.
I immediately grasped the meaning of this incident for me – in my life, God’s grace would always be operative, but most often in imperceptible, very gentle ways. This was truly a personal encounter with the Risen Lord, and one I delight to share with others. Guess that makes me a missionary disciple.
The Eucharist is itself an act of grace, meant to be a personal encounter with Jesus through Word and sacrament. We who have pondered the Word of God today are empowered to go out and be missionary disciples, sharing our personal experiences of the Risen Lord with others to build up the kingdom of God here and now.
